I'm so tired that I can't see straight. My 32-year-old body is rebelling against me. My back has hurt for the last three weeks. The glands in my neck are swollen to the size of ping pong balls. My voice is gone. I'm sure I'm running a fever but I have no idea where the thermometer is. I'm simultaneously wracked by chills and the sensation of being entirely too warm. I've been fighting off the plague for the last two days.
I'm losing the fight.
Work is wearing me thin. There's more than a few posts there, but I just can't bring myself to do it right now.
I have two friends who I'm so worried about I'm having a hard time sleeping. When my cousin took my BP tonight it was 212/110. And since my gastric bypass I very rarely run higher than 110/74.
There is so much drama in my life now that I could write my own self help book five times over.
All of that being said, I am ridiculously blessed.
I am loved.
I am so loved.
I love you.
(Quick Edit: To the Anon commenter. I know who you are dipshit. Screw you you worthless piece of shit. I'll make Satan look like a girlscout.)
Posted by Epijunky at 7/23/2008 09:58:00 PM